Lonely Sundays

I woke up today feeling really sad. At first I couldn't figure out why but then I realized I've felt his way every Sunday for the past month or so. Basically it's because I'm lonely on Sundays, since I wake up (assuming I was in Austin) and Chris goes to work at 10, then I drive home by myself and spend the day and night at my apartment alone. This never used to bother me, in fact I've always loved having my own apartment with no one else and spending time alone. I even loved the drives to and from Austin, because I got to enjoy the scenery and be alone with my thoughts and choose the music and so forth. So why the change now? I have no idea. I talked to Chris and he made me feel a lot better, but I still have to wonder why I'm suddenly feeling like this and what I can do about it. I know I need to do something, because this morning I seriously felt like shit. I didn't even wanna get out of bed, and I was dreading driving back to Denton. This won't do because I drive to and from Austin a lot, also being sad sucks. At least there's only a month and a half left of school and then I'm back to my family and Chris.

New Post...after a long long time

So I haven't written in a while. Spring Break was okay, the weekends were fun but the week of Spring Break was lame and lonely. Also I had to go to the dentist and I have cavities:-( But it'll be okay.

I'm watching a story about some 20 somethings who were on a trip and there was an accident. Two girls who looked very similar were injured, one dying and one living. However their identities were confused so the family of the surviving daughter was told she was dead and the family of the girl who died was told their daughter lived. So for 5 months everyone involved thought this was the case, 5 MONTHS! My question is, and I of course in no way mean to insult the families especially after all they've been through, but how in the world could a mother look at someone who isn't their daughter for 5 months and think it's her daughter? Seriously a mother knows her child and it's just too hard for me to believe. Also how did they finally discover the truth? This seems too bizarre to me. I think denial played a large part here, the family that had actually lost their daughter wanted to believe she was still alive so badly that they clung onto this other girl. I know the two girls looked alike, but again you should know and recognize your own flesh and blood. This is just so bizarre.

Anyways I am excited for this weekend, should be awesome! I plan to party!

Pre-Spring Break

This weekend was fun, my mom came to visit. We saw 'The Other Boleyn Girl' which was soooo good and got pedicures at the fanciest nail salon I've ever seen. It was nice. I had that big history test today that was postponed from the weather and it went well. I think. Who knows? I was able to write a lot, I just hope it was all correct and not just rambling. Lol. We'll see. Also apparently my summer plans are fucked so I need to fix that. Ugh life.

But on an AWESOME note Chris is come to visit on Thursday then Saturday we're going to Austin! Yay I love him!

Good Snow Day

So today is an AWESOME DAY!!! I had a huge history test at 2 today that I didn't feel prepared for at ALL and while I was desperately trying to cram in the library an announcement came on saying that all classes were canceled from 2 on. It pretty much felt like God, mother nature, and whoever else there is were all shining down on me and giving me a break. It was amazing. So I rushed home and enjoyed the snow day. Normally I'm not a fan but seeing as it made things so awesome for me I'm pretty pleased with snow today. It's coming down really hard and we're supposed to have 6-8 inches by tonight. It's already several inches thick. It's really beautiful, I took a bunch of pics including pictures of Emma in the snow. She liked it at first but then got tired of it. BEST DAY EVER!!

Bad Snow Day

So I just walked home in the snow, how crazy! It was aggressive snow too, not nice flakes lightly floating to the ground. Andrea was with me and we tried to shield ourselves with an umbrella but it didn't work. I actually got stabbed in my eye several times from the snow and when I got home I was soaking from head to toe. It is a lot nicer being home watching the snow from inside than being in it. Hopefully school will be canceled tomorrow.

I took Emma outside into the snow and she seemed mostly confused but didn't hate it. Maybe she's a snow cat. Snow is very pretty but as I've learned dangerous to the eyes.